In need of some ideas

Hello Hello my fellow people....

So it has been some time since i have last written a post. Since March i believe. Let me tell you something.... I have huge commitment issues. If thats with relationships, or sticking to a diet...

Here is the thing.. I am all for trying the newest and coolest thing that all of the celebs are doing. But i now need your help people. I know everyone else is more updated with the coolest thing to do these days. And this is what i will tell you. Any diets you are wanting to try, but don't want to spend the time or the money on it with out being sure that it actually works... I am the same way. Why spend hundreds of dollars on the coolest new pill or diet if you don't know that it will work... So..

This is my challenge to you.. By the end of Wednesday evening. 6/28/2017, i want to hear everyones ideas... The most mentioned comment will be the first one i do. I will do each one for 2 weeks, post about my results every few days, take pictures and be honest. I will keep going from there until i have done every single comment someone has mentioned.


And it starts now.

Buck up buttercup

For sometime now I have been trying to decide what to do for a work out. I went to a plane Jane gym.. had zero motivation.. and then I started working out at a kick boxing place and let me just tell you how much I love it.. it is a huge stress reliever.

Now I don't know how many actually read my blog. Or if people return to read recent posts.. but I know when I first started this blog, it was for the master cleanse. A "easy weight loss" deal. Which yeah. It's easy. If you are fine with starving yourself.. which that's never okay. It's not okay to eat little, or throw it up, because then your going to lose muscle because your body is going to try to keep the fat it has.

Now my guess is your trying to lose weight for someone. Not yourself. Someone in the past has told you that your more attractive a few sizes smaller, or its hot when girls work out.. anything along those lines.. or your dream guy only goes after size 0 girls.. I'm sorry but it's damn near impossible to be size 0 unless you were born tiny. Nothing wrong with being size 0 by any means.. but you can't be that unless you don't eat. And that's not healthy at all..

ANYWHO..... I started going to this kick boxing place, and it's 9 stations, 3 minutes each. Now I haven't lost much weight but I've lost inches.. I didn't understand what that meant until I lost it. I can see my face is getting skinnier, my pants don't fit the same way. I actually had this guy hit on me the other night.. it's been YEARS since I've been hit on out in public. And it's one of rhe best feelings in the world. Where someone I have zero clue who they are, hits on me.. I had a friend tell me I looked skinner.. great feeling!! That's what keeps me motivated to lose the weight. Knowing even if I can't see the change, people do notice... and the best part about it, I've finally said FUCK WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT ME!!! and the gym is finally my happy place..

So you people reading this... for one week.. make yourself happy.. find your work out.. eat better.. be happy.

Peace out and until next time.

Suck it up folks

So I have a select few people who have read my blog. Actually a few thousand people from all over the world have read my blog. Which means the world to me. But it also shows me that there are thousands of people looking for a quick way to lose the weight. And I've come to realize that there is no quick way to lose the weight. Which clearly sucks. If your anything like me, you want the weight gone.....

Now I say this because I'm sure at one point in time, you've been in my shoes.... I had been talking to this guy, nothing fancy about said guy. One day he tells me "I find it sexy when women work out"... now you probably have the same thoughts in your head along the lines of "HE SERIOUSLY SAID THAT" or "WHAT AN ASS"... and I thought the exact same thing.. obviously I am so uncomfortable with my body.. and I guy that I like, saying such words to me. That sucks... Now I could eat my feelings, I could cry, there are so many negative things I could do.... but this is what I decided to do.

I decided I know I don't need that negative energy in my life. I don't need a reminder that I'm not 110 lbs like I was in high school. I decided to get my ass back into the gym. To eat healthy.. which sucks. Because I love french fries.. and ranch.. I sure love my ranch.... that is not me saying NEVER EAT RANCH AGAIN!!! This is me saying, maybe not eat ranch every day.. maybe find one day, to eat one item of the food that is your "go to food"... don't go crazy... but treat yourself... work your ass off, treat your body right, and reward yourself.

Another thing I decided to do is meditation... take 10 minutes out of your day, to focus on you.. figure out what your body needs.. if you need to take a bath, or a good book, or just to relax.. take all of the negative energy out of your life... because the next step to a happy body, is a happy mind.

I will continue to post about my daily work outs. They just opened a healthy food place that is just like a fast food place that allows you to grab and go. It's a great place. Especially if you are to lazy to cook it yourself! (I definitely am).. find yourself a place like that.

Also. I Will be posting pictures of myself, showing you my progress as I lose the weight.. it sucks.. but if you have the right mind set, you can do it.